LISTEN TO THIS: Sinik

Sinik is a French rapper. His song with James Blunt is pretty darn fantabulous. Need I say more?

Vid of the Day: Corey Delaney is my Hero

Just in case you didn’t know. 

Hi Everyone

So, I took some days off from blogging, just because I really didn’t want to. Today I’m doing this at school, which is ultrafuntastic! I just really want to sincerely thank everyone who’s checked the blog lately. I really, amazingly am flattered that anyone wants to read about anything I say, and it’s pretty amazing, because I’ve never really felt happy. I have never truly been happy, because I’ve never really felt as though I was integral to anything. I now realize that I’m integral in the success of this blog. I don’t care if 100 people have read this blog, or if 10 people have read this blog, because it’s really made me happy to know that someone is listening.

Listen

Let’s see how I spend my day, shall we? I go to school and start a conversation that I never finish because any random friend comes and carelessly interrupts it because, after all, what I was saying wasn’t nearly as important as what they need to say, so I can just shutup and wait a few days. Then, I go to announcements, usually without my friends because they tend to be on the later side of things. After classes, I go to lunch to, once again, listen to the loud, obnoxious, and, yes indeed, annoying, antics of my friends. I don’t even think about trying to get a word in, because in the back of my mind I know that no one really will listen. If I’m not yelling, screaming, or being more obnoxious, than no one will listen to me. Then, after my afternoon classes, I have my mother drive me home, attempting to talk to her, but unfortunately have no such luck as far as listening goes. Basically, I spend everyday listening, and at the end of the day, spend my free time listening to what I have to say, by myself. I really guess that’s what I have to do. I used to have friends that would listen to me if I listened to them, and it would be simply fantastic. But today, I live my life in a contest that I always lose; no matter how much I want anyone to listen to me, what I have to say could never be as important as what the people around me have to say. In the back of my mind, I really can’t say my life would be worse without my friends, because, as it stands, my friends really have no intrest in listening to anything I have to say, and I don’t think my family does either. There’s no where to go but up.